The First One

Cracking Knuckles!!!

So its 9:41pm, 16th of March, 2012!!!

For those that trully, really know me, SURPRISE!!! Yep, pretty much a surprise to me too........

Hmmmm...... so i decided to start writing now, something i pretty much shy away from (I basically just don't do it). For God's sake i couldn't keep a dairy even  then when it was much of a trend, 'i cared less'.

I loathed writing lab reports back in school and the hardest part of my undergrad project was writing the report #whew#, i still perspire at the thought of what that took out of me.

I kinda like to read though, not necessarily novels or motivational/inspirational books (infact, i've never read such books, not even "Rich Dad, Poor Dad" lmao) or any of the long stuffs. I like the brief and concise ones; pictured story books, newspapers, sales fliers and definitely only when i'm idle. Oh, and by the way, being idle mostly never happens in the life of an engineering student, at-least from where i schooled "roll your eyes all you want, it'd still be true". Let me share a secret, 'I'm taking my masters degree now and i chose to start this now' Please don't let my parents in on this new thing, they will freak out when they think about "cooperative money".

I meet people and they go on and on about all the books they've read, from the Sidney Sheldons, to the John Grishams and ehm ........ehm Hardly Chase bla bla bla, and in my mind i'm thinking 'GET A LIFE' I only remember those names because i read one or two of their books and trust me, i flaunt those names every time i get the chance to *covering face*. You can't blame me though coz sometimes i just like to say stuffs too when people around me are blurting out authors. Besides, it's more or less a punchline for some chics #winks#.....hehehehehehe.

Sometimes i feel like an hypocrite though 'coz i tell people not to say they can't do something when really they haven't tried it. So, this is me taking a very GINORMOUS STEP in writing 'as shitty as it might seem' and i'm hoping i get a feedback to hypnotize me to continue...... "Really, i'm not sure i want such feedback"

I'm starting to write now o...."for my mind now, i be writer" lmfao..... I can't seem to stop biting my fingers though because in my head right now, i'm simulating some specific friends and siblings laughing, jumping and rolling on the floor simultaneously "just the thought of Tosin writing is enough, trust me!".

Hmm..... i'm thinking if the readers were anything like me, anything further will be more of a punishment which can be easily evaded so i think i should just stop here (i hope not too abruptly though)

So here is the thing, if anybody ever gets to read this, i just want that feedback. You know, that one that might probably hypnotize me to continue or i should just forget the username and password to this page. 

Its 10:51pm right now. whew! "that took a while and its way past bed time now" its a friday *rolling eyes*
NB: Don't tell Mumsie o *winks*